discovering somebody who understands exactly how it feels,
to be alone in the darkness, with endless thoughts flooding the mind.
although a lil' different, from a different perspective, different thoughts going through the mind,
different loved ones,
but all in all, sad, lonely, vulnerable.
the only thing that is asked for is a voice, a company.
but being pushed aside thinking feeling this way is pathetic, ridiculous.
once again, expectations, caused disappointment.
a 'lil sweet talk to cheer up the mood.
a 'lil reassurance that he'll always be there.
none.
" you're the main priority in my life now. I will take any bullet yet shit that goes my way. "
" if you need someone to just hold you tight . "
i blame myself for being too aggressive.
once i stop making a move,
nothing will happen.
first to look for you, run to you.
' he loved her most when she loved him least. '
how i wish that was true enough to be shown for me to believe it.
give up, enough. done. no more trying.
