last week of physics tuition.
best tuition buddies ♥
I used to dread about tuitions. day in, day out, tuition tuition tuition.
after a long day in school. I just wanna go home and sleep.
but nope. after a short nap, tuition.
tuition does occupy a lot of our time.
but now that tuitions are ending one by one,
I'm gonna miss tuitions.
seeing friends outside school hours.
meeting friends from other schools.
sigh.
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Friday, last day of going to the court.
had so much fun, release stress.
best court ever, best sport ever.
hand muscle hurts now though, haha.
I'm gonna miss this a lot.
sigh.
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yes, I still attend dhamma class, instead of going for Youth. I've been there since 6. I know, somewhere along the line some of you attended SJBA dhamma class too, but quit. I hate waking up early on Sundays too, it's the only day to sleep in, as I have Scouts on Saturdays. But somehow, I managed to stay 'til today, as the oldest class, along with huixian and leon. (:
so I just got back from the last session for the year. only 5 people from my class came today (stupid leon). we didn't go back to our own classes, the teachers organised a game for the whole session to play together. so since there's only about 10 seniors, they made us group leader each group and split the cute little kids (I don't know how old they are but they are the majority) and some form1's to form3's.
so we played this game, something like a combination of charades and pass the message. each group lines up, and the first person is given something, and has to act it out without telling what it is. then the next one pass it on to the next one until it reaches the last person, the last person has to guess what it is.
My group had about 14 people, about 8 of them were the little kids, and a few form1's. Somehow, my group ended up as the last two, tied with another group. I was the last person, so I had to guess. the little kids in my group were super sporting and supportive, trying to tell me what it is. So the last two groups had to do the chicken dance, and the other groups get to choose who gets to win.
well, my group won, but that's not the point. the reason I'm writing about this is because I really envy the little kids. even though the game wasn't exactly the most interesting game in the world, and each group had to take turns, going each group at a time, they still managed to give all their attention to the groups standing in front, with all patience and support.
after each group did the chicken dance, the teacher asked which group they wanted to win. some pointed at the other group, some pointed at us shouting "group 9, group 9..". I was a little bit shocked. the only thing that my mind could come up with to explain their actions is - unconditional support.
I guess maybe what I'm trying to say is I wish I could be like them.
to do everything with all your heart, to not calculate the probability of something, or considering whether what I'm doing for that person is worth it or not, and just go with your gut.
it's not like I earned a big prize or anything at all today, but still.
I'm really grateful. thank you for making my day. even if you don't realise it.
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so another week has passed. and we're now down to the single digit. I am terrified. I don't know if I'm ready. everyone looks pretty prepared to me, so I'm pretty worried.
what have I been up to this week? coffee bean. starbucks. tuition. online. tv. yeah, that's pretty much it. oh and sleep.. lots and lots of sleep.
I think I forgot how a cinema looks like....
good luck everyone (:
life sucks........ until SPM is over.
