October started a bitch.
looking back at my older posts, the moment October chipped in my life started to suck. family problems, rushing in, rushing out, trials, exams, passing up forecast results, etc etc. it was all so.. busy. everything was so f-ed up until I neglected the little things that made October.. kinda happy.
Prom. not a bad way to end October at all. well, it wasn't "the bomb" after all. in fact, it was kinda boring. and I went late so I was kinda disappointed I miss the part where everyone stands outside before going in. but yeah, I enjoyed the photo session, a few bands, and just hanging out with the people I cared about.
the best part of prom was that the whole room was filled with familiar faces. sad to say this is the last time we would have the opportunity to be in a ballroom filled with just us form5's. can't believe this is it. this marks the end of our high school year. and I'm sure everyone feels it.
it was only after prom only I started looking at October in another perspective. I joined kasturi. which was fun. had focus SPM. which was fun too. I really enjoyed being in the hall with everyone. kinda like in a tuition. it was a good feeling. then, there was prom. something to look forward to. C:
I would blog about prom. I want to. I wanna write about how much effort girls put in just to look beautiful that night. how emily, diane and I went kimarie to get our hair done. how it was like rushing about in Rushan's house doing make up. how we ended up so late. how prom ended in just a blink of an eye.
but I guess it's time to study. Before prom, I excused myself for not studying. But now that it's over, I'm STILL not in the mood to study. I keep thinking about that past, thinking about the things I wanted to do. or would've done. I know I shouldn't live in regret. and everything happens for a reason. I keep telling myself that.
so from tomorrow onwards, no more slacking off.
it's November. it's November.
and how hard I wished it didn't have to end so quickly.
