closing in October, it's the end of September already.
half of me wish that time would just stop.
right here, right now.
because,
well, this is the life.
this two week holiday has been great.
sleeping at 3/4am, eating anytime I want,
and having lots of time to myself.
mostly summing up to just going out with friends, studying, and ball.
this is so much better than school days when you just go to school and rot.
or talk to friends.
it's different when you skip school to stay at home.
the holidays are like, everyone's home.
everyone's free. (:
another half of me wish that time would just fly and SPM would be long over.
starting to really worry about SPM.
what if i don't do well?
what if I just stare at the paper and don't know what to do?
I'm panic. I'm worried. I'm freaking out.
but I haven't really been concentrating on my studies either.
and I don't really know why.
my mind's been piled up with a lot of things lately.
I starting to think my mind is filled up with so much crap that I can't absorb useful things anymore. =.=
if my results suck it'll totally be my own fault.
JPS starting on the 23rd of Oct.
this is the not-so-important trial .... right?
just hope that I'll learn to let go of things I'm not suppose to hold on to.
and that high school would end in a blink of an eye.
because I honestly don't know how much more I can handle.
meanwhile, do tell me,
where's the good in goodbyes?
